The Story Behind My Faith

Welcome! I’m Yuki Liang, the designer behind this website. Below is the story of my journey.

I became a new believer in 2024, yet long before I understood what the cross truly meant, I was already drawn to its shape and structure. More than fifteen years ago, I made several drawings centered on the cross. At that time, I did not yet understand what it meant. I only vaguely sensed that this symbol helped me release something within myself — that it could carry something unspoken, something I could not yet name.

The sketch shown here was created in 2009, when I was nineteen years old and had just entered the university. One afternoon, lying on my dormitory bed, I felt deeply restless and overwhelmed, unsure of what to do with myself. I picked up a pen and began to draw aimlessly on paper. Slowly, a cross emerged in the sky.

The dense, tangled lines mirrored my thoughts — confused, heavy, and without direction. Yet unexpectedly, within that chaos, a sense of order caught my attention. The cross filled the sky — vast, weighty, and still — as if holding everything in place. Without fully understanding why, I followed that order — its structure and visual pull — and continued drawing.

Looking back now, this sketch feels like a foreshadowing of my later journey: that within confusion, loss, and weight, there would be a steady power that would find me and give me new life.

I hope that some of these works may also resonate with you.